Despite not considering myself religious in any form, as a living, breathing, conscious being who is fully aware of this thing we call reality, I find it difficult to entertain the scientific thesis that all of this "just seemed to happen all by itself."
Many scientists will state that we are just sub-atomic particles that have somehow come together to form atoms, which have somehow come together to form molecules, which have somehow come together to form things like proteins, which have somehow come together to form DNA, which has somehow come together to form cells, which have somehow come together to form different and connected parts of a living, breathing, conscious being, fully aware of themselves and this thing we call "reality." That's quite a coincidence by anyone's book, even considering the unimaginable time frame involved.
And that just explains us and how we came to gain the ability to experience this thing we call life. For it to have occurred, many extremely unlikely events had to happen. Take abiogenesis. Scientists estimate the chances of life emerging from non-living matter as one in trillions. It required very, very specific conditions. So specific, that we still have no idea how it happened, or how to replicate it. You then have the evolution of complex life. Again, one in millions, even though it took billions of years. And again, the conditions had to be just right and just the right type of mutations had to occur. Think about it – every single one of your ancestors going back to the beginning of life had to live long enough to reproduce, or you would not be here.
For life to exist, it must exist on a planet with a stable orbit. The reason we have, and have had a stable orbit, is because of the moon, which in itself was a one in billions chance of being created, thought to be by a collision with another planet. The chances of human consciousness evolving? One in millions. So much so that we are far and away more conscious than any other living creature on the planet.
When you include the odds of the solar system forming, the earth has not only liquid water but all the right elements for life, which just happened to be formed by a supernova that followed precise laws of physics to emerge, and a thousand other cosmic, planetary, chemical and physical processes, many of which have a millions or trillions to one chance of happening, and if just one hadn't happened, or happened differently, things would be very different.
I find it difficult that anyone regardless of their spiritual / scientific / belief views can look at reality, the universe, and just shrug their shoulders and say "Well, it all just kinda happened all on its own."
In the past, at my young age, I can't accept established religions. But at the same time, I can't accept the scientific thesis that this is all there is and that everything just happened by chance.
There is something else. I don't know what. But there is something else to all of this. All these can't just happen by chance; a series of lucky accidents.
But, think of it this way, if you stand 50 meters away from a dart board and have one arrow to throw and have only one arrow to hit the bull's eye. Yes, that seems hard. But if you then add 10 trillion more arrows and 10 trillion chances, it wouldn't seem that impossible.
But, something appears/comes from something, even if it takes 1 billion years, the probability is still there even though it's small. It's easy to understand, but still, its emergence comes from matter, not from nothing. If the beginning of the universe appears from nothing, that's the real challenge. It means there must be a spark in the form of a miracle, metaphysical, or spiritual, as the first mover.
Another option is to admit that there was a point in this universe, some millions of years ago, that something (the first matter, the first energy) could appear from nothingness. It is a one-off event that will never happen again. And we cannot know that (the process, the whys) because of the limitations of science, technology, and intelligence, we just have to believe with faith; that there is no authentic evidence that something can appear from nothing, absolute nothingness in the sense of total non-existence.
In quantum mechanics, there's a concept known as "vacuum fluctuations" or "quantum fluctuations." In a vacuum (which is the "empty space" with no matter), particles can spontaneously appear and then vanish again, typically in pairs (like a particle and its corresponding antiparticle). This phenomenon occurs due to the uncertainty principle, which allows for the temporary "violation" of energy conservation on incredibly small scales, leading to the creation of particle pairs from what we might consider "nothing." However, even this "nothing" is not truly absolute. It is more like a quantum vacuum state, which still has energy and underlying fields. So, in this context, something does "emerge," but it's from a fluctuating quantum field rather than from true non-existence.
I don't buy into any organized religious narratives but once I experienced certain things, it became impossible to not believe there is something more than just indifferent and unconscious matter and/or energy. Call it God or whatever, however, consciousness works and gives rise to all the experiences we have. I don't know for certain or have a clue as to how but I have 100% faith that feels like knowledge, yet calling it knowledge does nothing for me. Faith is fine. I spent half of my life resenting any faith in deities and the "supernatural." Life has been so much better in the many years since I flipped.